Thursday, August 20, 2009

About music, Paris, and drinking

I woke up the other morning more relaxed than I have been for a long time. My employer is about to ship a project I've been working on for 9 months, 16 hours a day. I dont think I'm cut out for parenting and startup work any longer. Thankfully, my employer is no longer a startup. They were acquired by a fortune 500 company some 3 years ago.

I recently picked up Pink Floyd's Animals and Wish You Were Here again. These are brilliant albums I spent years pretending to hate.

Dreams and waking up: I woke up the other morning after another 4am worknight. I was feeling calmer and more collected than I have in a long time. I realized something as I was in bed taking stock of my body and thoughts. This would be twice as good if I didnt drink every day. That made me think that if I didnt drink every day, I probably would feel like that every morning. I'm not looking for twice as good as the good mornings. I'm looking for twice as good as the bad mornings.

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